Uhm, I have a blog. And I promised loads of people that I’m gonna keep it updated. Obviously, I have no idea what to write about, so I’ll just go on and ramble as much as I can. So, here’s my (messy, weird) life at the moment.
I have a 3 in physics, yet I adore that guy. Still haven’t figured out how in the world is that possible, but, well, I guess I’m a bit odd when it comes to adoring stuff.
I finally found out why people talk about different lives and rebirth/reincarnation and all that shit. And it’s all cause now I’m happy, and aware that I’m happy just as long as I can keep old stuff as behind as I can 🙂 And dude, that was long ago. It’s like walking away from something and when you come back, it’s simply not yours anymore. Whatever that was, I can’t perceive it as ‘myself’ anymore.
And still, I’m kinda happy. Because I love. Yup, I do. I love something or someone. I have no idea what or who. But I love it wherever I can find it. Whether it’s a cup of tea with ginger and cinnamon or the awful pain in my fingers. I’m obsessed with a Scheweppes bottle, because I once dreamt it and it was one of the sexiest dreams I ever had. I’ve once watched The Village every day for like two weeks. And, seriously, it’s a lame love-story wannabe-thriller. The only decent thing in its production was the soundtrack. But I adore the movie – I adore what I see reflected in it.
I screwed up the English contest, which was quite silly of me, as it’s one of the few things I’m (slightly) good at. I’m not sure I care.
Also, I’ve written some poems (which are very wicked, morbid and so on, but at least they, well, exist). I wanna draw and I will, if I ever find the time. My latest masterpiece consists of a llama holding a banner. Kewl, huh? I’m writing 2 Guns N’Roses fanfics, I’m writing what some might know as “The Llama Story II”, I’m gonna start writing a novel in November, I have like 10 ideas for new poems in my head. It’s kinda hard to make ends meet, you know.
I’ve seen old friends and met new ones. I absolutely adore my new classmates, their huggly-hippie attitude, their huge brains 😛 and their strange…warmness. Which is kinda hard to name, describe, whatever, but it’s a sexy feeling. I guess.
I wanna get back to reading the Dark Tower, which is absolutely brilliant btw. People, go buy it and read it. It rocks. It rocks everything-you’ve-ever-read-before’s socks. 😛
I love Axl Rose’s nose. I really really do. I think I’m gonna print a huge pic of it and put it on my wall so I can stare at it. Seriously, I simply adore it. Can’t explain why.
I don’t know where I am, I don’t know if I am, actually, and it feels like I should wake up any time now. Since the summer holiday, I felt like walking ahead without looking back. Guess that will come soon enough. Till then, I’ll live in my adorable world, full of adorable things, cause, God, I’m in love with stuff.
Oh, I wanna wish Happy birthday to a very good friend. And thank you for so so so much. You’re one of the persons that make life adorable when it gets too hard to bear.
(aye, Grazy, that’s a Becks. Credits to whoever posted it on deviantart :D)